*cough* I'm putting the list of my fics here. >.< All HP, H/D, KAT-TUN, anime, K!CRack and random!people fics shall be put here. Alongside with my works of art and rubbish poetry. And future fandom fics. XD.


HP

♥ H/D
- Interview part 1 | 2
- As the Vision Fades: Prologue



KAT-TUN

♥ MaruDa
- Fan Service: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4
- Hip Dancing
- Glances
- With You
- Smack
- Infinite Depths

JunDa
- Toys For the Big Boys

JinDa
- Revelations

AKame
- The Gayest of Them All



Death Note

LxRaito
- Untouchable



Poems

- Woe is Crying
- What Becomes of Me?

Oof.


Since it's in Livejournal, I decided to put the link here. XD


Title: Untouchable
Author: iP
Pairing: LxRaito
Genre: Romance, humor
Rating: R
Summary: When L refuses Raito, the latter takes desperate measures to attain what he wants.
A.N.: Written for ikiningyo for DN's writing_kills challenge. Point any errors you find. =P Oh, and please review. *g*

( Untouchable )

Heavy drama.

Beware.

LOLLL.


* * * * *


As I close my eyes at night,
I still can't remove my thoughts of you
Everything about you has been bugging me lately
And it's really driving me crazy.

I tried hard not to fall
Convince myself that you're not important
But one day something snapped within me
You are now inside my mind...
and my heart.

You like her very much, don't you?
And me? A common friend...
Making lame excuses just to talk to you,
To hear your voice, to see your eyes flicker.

I wanted to get rid of this, this poison called
Love. It made me suffer once; am I to suffer once more?
Forcing myself, this is just an infatuation
But sadly, my heart contradicts what my mind is telling me.

I heard that you're leaving
And I try to gather all the courage that I could muster
Your decision is final; no one can stop you from leaving
You're going to another place, and I'm afraid we may never see each other again.

With a heavy heart, I try to smile and give you encouragement
But deep inside, I just want to break down and cry
What can I do? I have no power to stop time even if I wanted to.
And then you'll leave me, broken, shattered, and frail.

And me?
Try to bring back memories...after all, that is only what I had.
Maybe... I'll just dream of you and me,
Until the time comes my wounds are healed.


* * * * *

A.N.: The fic is dedicated to Chester DUH-OFCOURSE XD who I um... *chokedeath*
I so fail at writing poetry. XP. This was written more than two years ago, I think. I can so see the difference in the writing style, lol. My head hurts, if you'll excuse me.

Just a reminder that I shouldn't cry.



* * * * *


Don't cry.
Crying is a display of pathetic weakness,
that vulnerability you so
try to hide from the harsh world
you live in.

Cry when you are alone.
There, no one will see your
pitiful expression, your laments
and woes. No one would know
your gullibility. Share your pains
with yourself.

Cry for yourself.
Express your anguish, all your
fears and sadness; how you
fell helpless to the throngs of
darkness and despair; and remember
that life isn't fair and somehow,
in the end, you will fail.

Cry your tears.
The lament that builds inside
your ever-burdening heart collects itself
until you reach the point that
you will blow up, an embarassing sight
for others to see.

Cry, cry, and cry.
You will never know when you will cry your
laments, fears, anguish, hoplessness,
woes, worries, sadness, and joys
Again.

You will never know,
so cry your heart out.


* * * * *


A.N.: I made this when I got a ridiculously low score in my Math test, I believe. =P It sure as hell did shock me, and by the time I could control myself, tears were already welling up. Hastily I made this (the first three stanzas) poem in order not to cry in front of everyone.

So much for crying.


P.S. Yes, the title is weird. Give me a better one.

Title: Fan Service
Author: iP
Pairing: MaruDa. And JunDa. X)
Genre: Romance = Angsty!MaruDa + Fluff!JunDa. (But we all know it's MaruDa in the end, of course.)
Rating: PG-13.
Flame?: Nah.
Summary: KAT-TUN's fan service. Ueda gets paired, of course. Things get touchy. And Maru gets.. well.
A.N.: Chapter 4, here it is. And yes, I fail. X(


( Chapter 4. )